Blather blather
Nov. 17th, 2010 06:12 amWith the closing of that chapter Monday, I have been dwelling on the current & next. I had a hardcore chat with Douchette over how we are like stuck with our current lots. I want to move out/have a change of scenery. But with no job I cant. And there is a huge shortage. I have been pounding the pavement-as it were-for 2 1/2 years, and still am freeloadin. I want to go back to school, but have no idea what to take & cant without a job. This is all pants
But I have been becoming more sociable lately. I think #EBZ has been responsible. But I know I have been a shit friend. I havent talked to some people in a long time. Pretty much all of my closest friends. I just feel like they dont need my shit, like I just suck and who needs a friend like that? But now that I am feeling a bit better and want to talk; I. Am. Terrified. That it is too damn late. Nor do I know how to even try... [May post on this in the near future]