02-22-2015

Feb. 22nd, 2015 06:11 pm
ladynoremon: (#EBZ)
So, I deactivated my Twitter because I finally snapped about my stalker. "Stalking" is a loaded word, but as they enjoy using labelling as a tactic to make me feel unsafe along with the stalking/monitoring, I don't care. If even a vague tweet last year on a side-account where I didn't use their name or anything lead to UNWANTED contact and then weeks of trying to make me feel unsafe around my friends, and thinly-veiled attacks, I'm terrified about what my finally admitting what my increasing numbers were about.

An old screenshot from last year, not including the My Guests & when they were showing-up from a generic location (confirmed them by the My Guests) → { http://moby.to/0u3d57 }

More on under here... )

And before they try to play my deactivation as "abusers hide things" again, I'll include a copy&paste of my tweets:

►1071
►These numbers are roughly how many times someone has showed-up in my journal statistics in 2 years [not quite 2, as it isn't April].
►Yes, averaging over twice a day. Yes, it's unnerving. I know my Twitter & Tumblr are viewed more but I can't track them.
►[-All- my Twitters. I said 1 tweet of something vague on a side-account last year, without any names and it lead to contact.]
►Yes, I take this constant monitoring as harassment. And with all my other stresses I don't need it.
►I don't want any contact on this. Any contact even through another person is unwanted. Hell, I'll probably deactivate out of fear now.
►"Stalking" is a loaded word. It was flattering at first, but now knowing they hate my guts, I can't deal anymore.
►I don't feel safe at all. I know finally saying something will lead to crap & I'll lose friends. So deactivating now.
ladynoremon: (Erasure)
Yeah, Twitpic that I've used since 2009 is shutting-down on the 25TH. So though I might fix some images, a chunk of my images are now going to be broken after it ends.

EDIT---
{ http://s569.photobucket.com/user/lady_noremon/library/for%20LiveJournal/09-14-2014 }

The images from now until Christmas 2012 that I've seen are now on PhotoBucket. I've also fixed some images on Tumblr that also linked to Twitpic. I haven't gone and changed the images on LiveJournal, and I doubt that I will. I might list here the entries effected though, and maybe make comments on the posts with links to the working pictures. But some entries have locked comments, so I'll probably not get to them as I'll probably break the entry if I edit it. A lot of my entries I don't have the .TXT files for handy.
ladynoremon: (TARDIS ☆rainbow~☆)
I have deactivated my Twitter. I won`t do here because of how wonky LiveJournal is right now.

Deactivating makes me feel safe.

It isn`t to hide my words or any of that, even though that`s what it may be said to be for. This is me giving-in before I give-up. To feel safe is why I disabled comments too. As I was scared of malicious things, and as it`s my account I could protect & feel safe by disabling comments. I didn`t do it to hide past discussions, I didn`t delete anything. I won`t delete anything. Everything is still there, just hidden & safe.

And so I`ll probably not be around much for the next while. I plan to return when my Nintendo 3DS does, I go for my day surgery (toonie sized cyst removed), or I go to visit a friend IRL.


Posted via m.livejournal.com.



EDIT---
Reactivated. The willingly not existing adds too much to my 'it doesn't matter if I exist' state too much, despite how damn safe it feels.
ladynoremon: (Zinn -captured-)
Well an attempt at another entry after the one I tried before this ended-up different than I planned.

Well the past two weeks have been urgh to the point that I am so damn run-down. Things actually seemed a bit alright after going to the AVEX, and eating good food and just getting out of the house. I started talking again to someone who I thought had dropped me, after finally admitting I was scared to talk after weeks of not talking along with my birthday going by. I even tried coming back to Twitter a bit since I was feeling a bit relieved/things might not be good but at least they were stable. But pretty much after things just fell.

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On Twitter... )

It feels like words just dissipate once they leave my mouth or hands. That sound happens, but is just into air. None of my fears or feelings seem to mean anything. Nothing I have ever done mattered.

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I don't know if I'd be so numb if I wasn't sick, or if I'm too beaten-down anyway. But maybe being sick is a bit of a blessing right now.

On being sick... )

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So to try as a last ditch thing to distract myself, I decided to try a restart of "Vampire: The Masquerade -- Bloodlines".

On my Shaglehod... )

I do know that Bloodlines will be one of the early things I do install though. But if it doesn't help; well I probably won't be around much as I have said before.

I can't take the filtering, removals, Blocks, ignoring or any of it. I can't take being so scared to even contact people (to even say 'hey' to people). Leaving people be seems to be the wrong thing; being sociable seems to be the wrong thing. I get told to go back to Twitter, so I tweet things & let things go to it, and yet I get hardly any replies. People would rather unFollow me than respond to anything. I can't take any more broken promises. I can't take words that feel pacifying and never are backed-up by any proof. I can't take feeling so alone. I can't take that everything I have every done never mattered. I don't know what people want me to do. I don't know what they expect me to say.

I just can't handle things anymore.

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And I really don't think most of the people understand that things just aren't crap online. Online feels the worst because it is my sanctuary, and one of my main places where I have confidence & worth. But there is a lot of family crap (most of which I have mentioned before) and such as well.

On life stuff... )

Also my Sea Monkeys are starting to die. My 3 large males (including Julius), and a female have been floundering around the bottom of the tank. I moved them to another glass with some of the tank water as suggested by Sea Monkey Worship, but when I checked on them the next day Julius kept following me around the side so I decided isolating them was cruel if they were going to die anyway. I actually think he was asking me to move them back. I've been too worried/dreadful to check on them yet today, but I will before I go to bed (it's also a feeding day). I need to get the tank set-up soon as well as it is getting colder and I don't want to lose all that are left.

But there is some good news in that I have a very pregnant female, a few other adults, and lots of younger Sea Monkeys swimming around. I thoroughly plan to have them & care for them for the foreseeable future, so I really, really want them to keep doing well.

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But I want a lot of things. I want to feel like a person, I want to have promises kept, I want to be able to not be so scared & trust, I really want a hug, I want adventures to look forward to, I want my family to care, I want to be able to eat Thanksgiving & Christmas dinners, I want to be remembered on my birthday, I want my education money back, I want to get my knee sorted, I want to see about my jaw, I want good contact from people, I want people to not ignore me on Twitter & online, I want to feel like I am not just talking to air, I just want people to sillily respond to tweets, I want to be unfiltered, unBlocked, and added back, I want to just have the friends that I thought I had, I want things I have been involved in doing to exist, I want those things to have mentions, I want to not be terrified that things will be deleted, I want to send & receive stuff in the mail with more than just one person again, I want my RAZR to be more than just a fancy clock again, I want to have silly & random conversations with people again, I want to be able to say 'Hippo Burpdae' to people without fear they'll remove me, I want to feel like I am wanted to exist, I want to feel that there is a point to it.

And so I am pathetic.

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Anyway I'll stop rambling now. I need to work on my back-up, have a bath, & make sure my tank works anyway. And try to get to bed early & get sleep if I can breath. Maybe it will help me feel less run-down? I'm hoping to get a drive to outpatients as well. Tomorrow night will probably be devoted to the big install -____-
ladynoremon: (Kio)
Well we've been getting the heat wave that the East Coast has been getting. For over a week most of the temperatures have been in the 30ºCs with the over 50% humidity (it rained for a few hours Friday, but not enough to cut the heat). I've been melting, and I keep just wanting to sleep. There really isn't much that I can do, especially with my breathing problems. I did sort some of my summer clothes though, and have a garbage bag of ones that I don't want/no longer fit (I used to weigh over 200lbs.). I usually donate to the Salvation Army or Red Cross, but this stuff is in very good condition so it will end-up at the Salvation Army Thrift Store, and there has been some scandal about how the Red Cross is handling donations. So I would like to either sell them or give them to good homes.--Some stuff still has tags or has only been worn once then washed. So if anyone wants me to post pictures, wants stuff, or knows where to sell or donate them to, let me know!

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I also put all of my GST refund onto a Visa giftcard and ordered some stuff off Amazon. I ordered the two Jake Hunter games (though according to Aksys themselves, one is only a snippet of the other that they edited into a stand-alone to see how the series would sell), "Kingdom Hearts: Dream Drop Distance -- Mark of Mastery Edition" [though honestly I'm not too excited for it since Riku annoys me, Sora annoys me, and it doesn't have Demyx who is my favourite KH character (along with Roxas)], and "Frampton-On-Severn: Portrait of a Victorian Village". The rest that is on the card will be going to TELUS on my RAZR's bill, and maybe to buy a bag of green grapes. I probably could have pre-ordered "Zero Escape: Virtue's Last Stand", but I'm still waiting to see if I can pre-order it from EB Games (it's not in their Canadian system), or if Amazon will update with the rumoured pre-order bonuses [livejournal.com profile] ahnjehleehn mentioned. I want a Nonary Game bracelet wristwatch :/

Really I'm more buying things to try to distract myself. But it's been hard to lately since all the recent crap, & the last removal & re-removal taking the last of the hope that I had left. And I haven't even been able to play "9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors" the last few days because of being tired & headachy. I'm in a room FILLED with stuff to examine & multiple puzzles, plus it's getting to be filled with plot (and the True Ending will be soon). So I'm just not capable of the concentration for it right now--Hopefully I will after this heat breaks. I think I might get the Axe Ending next since it also deals with vengeance, but I also have 4 (3 minus the one I am in) more rooms to unlock in Memories Of Escape, so I don't know yet (I haven't done Door 3 or Door 2 yet). But I'll see how I feel after I get the True Ending. Frankly the remaining 3 endings I can get (I can no longer get the Coffin Ending since I've gotten the Safe Ending) don't have enough Snake for me :/ Seriously, it has been aaaaaaggggesssss since I've been this fond of a character. Like I like all the 999 characters, but damn, Snake. He's like right up there with Kaido Kio...Well almost up there with Kio.

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And lastly some ignorable & pathetic rambling about Twitter & such )
ladynoremon: (Havoc)
Well yesterday was my birthday. I turned 24 at 4:00PM. I was born a month premature, and weighed 4 pounds 8 ounces.

Tuesday after sneaking to the funeral home to sign Claude's*** guest book. I picked-up the bathouse my mother ordered from a friend of my high school tech' ed'/shop teacher. It is huge! And since I expected a regular sized one, I have no idea where to mount it now. I'll probably need to save & buy a post from a lumber place for it. This bat lodging has a nursery compartment & can house so, so many bats. Hopefully it will be used by the adorable little creatures.

In Wednesday's morning mail I received a pirate-y card & a Scotland keychain, a parcel I have yet to open yet, and "9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors"--I always love receiving postal mail. Then I dragged myself to get dressed & went on a cake hunting expedition. I traditionally get a Dairy Queen ice-cream cake, but I still have a piece from last year's in the freezer, so I wanted a chocolate marble cheesecake or a carrot cake (with nuts, spices, & not a ridiculous amount of icing) for a change. Well the person I've bought cakes from before is no longer baking, so I had quite a time finding a bakery that bakes cheesecakes between Annapolis Royal & Greenwood (a lot of places have from freezer ones). Finally I found Leo's Café, and ordered one there. Once I got back I just couldn't distract myself from the impending dread & crap, so I somehow managed to stuff my face with a Philly cheese steak panini, a can of perry, & a Fuji apple. Since it was all I had eaten that day, the perry landed me in the buzzed state where things don't greatly effect me as much/I was numbed to not give as much damn as normal. I laid down to watch "Coronation Street" but ended-up falling asleep until after midnight.

When I woke it was my birthday and I was too agitated to go back to sleep, so I tried watching television until hit by a bad urge to play 999. But I figured 999 would creep me out. Finally I decided to just stay-up all night, make tacos, & try 999. And if 999 got too freaky, I'd watch "The Prestige" or S02E03 of "Sherlock". I escaped from the starting 5 room, and eventually tried to sleep again around 5:00AM. Well I couldn't get settled & started sobbing so I got up again & sat in the kitchen drinking tea & playing 999 until June got up. I stopped just before The 9TH Man part as I knew from spoilers what was coming, and exhaustedly collapsed asleep back in bed.

I was awoken again at around 8AM by an adoptive sister fighting with June. I don't think it was about me, though I still felt really bad because she did her best to be hurtful & make her mother cry before she left again. So I just gave-up on sleep & stayed with June until my biological mother arrived to drive me to Leo's Café. The cake was fancier than I expected, and I learned that my cousin Barbie works there. When I got back I had a very hard time getting the cake into a container due to it softening in the heat and having 'help' from Lydia & Minnow. After having some I played 999 again until the 3, 7, or 8 door choice & then went to bed. I woke-up around 10PM and checked online; especially [livejournal.com profile] sheikxlink_fc for contest entries. I am saddened that there are none & I feel more idiotic too. Read more... )

This whole week has been hard though. With Claude dying (and I never got to buy him those fish & chips), The Sprague's being back in Nova Scotia, & Fathers' Day.
ladynoremon: (*bang bang*)

So! A LiveJournal entry! OHOHOHO *sigh*

I haven't bothered typing one of these up since before December, not a proper one. I guess I feel I am doing nothing interesting enough for anyone to want to read about, or that they are sick of hearing about me. And thus I don't get the motivation to say "This journal is for me, bitches" >:

But here is where I will hopefully try to ramble and ramble and get something out:

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I have been role-playing a lot lately. "Echo Bazaar" with my character L.S. Cassius. It has been so interesting to watch how the character has grown over the last half year, and I think right now they are into their own self. When I started playing #EBZ I had an idea for a character, and started-off playing that character, but Cassius developed themself, and I ended-up playing someone that most of the time I don't feel I created. They decided not to even look like what I had planned D: I wanted to avoid giving them red-hair because I have mine dyed red, and had planned for light brown, somewhat auburn. But every time I had a mental image of them doing something, they had the short red-hair, and thus I finally gave-up on it. There are a lot of things I have given-up on fighting with them, and have mostly let them write and play themself. Sometimes in-game this had led to difficulty, like they refused to duel with the Black Ribbon [duelling to the death], and thus I had to grind fighting Jack of Smiles for quite some time to level over all the duelling. And I thus ended-up with over 1000 Diamonds. What can one do (besides sell-off) that many DIAMONDS O:  That is an awful lot of them! I also had around 30,000 Rostygold after. [livejournal.com profile] adele_1  suggested that Cassius should build a new shack out of it. A shack made entirely out of gold and diamonds. I don't even. They also would not go to Court so I had to cap twice Persuasive without it. And they won't get involved with the mirror stuff at the University, and thus will never get to go to Flute Street, so I am busy working on 8 Watchful levels with just lower-end stuff. But I think by doing the in-game as in-character, it makes it better to play it true. I have also gotten involved in my first role-play pairing that I was not default-ly forced into. It has developed over months. Narciso. And for them to fall for someone that is so far from my own type and what-not is just further proof that they are a rather full character. Like when they are upset, I am. Even if I have no damn reason to be. They get angry, and I find I have to try not to be snippy. The last few days they have been feeling ill over being harassed over marriage and things that they cannot work into proper words, and can't quite work out. And though I have my garden to start, and am looking HELLA forward to getting "Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 4" in a few days, I have felt a little of this. 'Out of sorts' as it were. But they are taking a trip to The Surface for the next week-two weeks, so I am hoping they will settle. I personally have to take time off because of my yardwork, and wanting to heavy clean my room, and thus besides from being busy, I will cramp my hands and wrists right up, and be unable to type as much as I currently am. I mostly play on Twitter and some on LiveJournal.

I find that it has helped with a lot of my older role-playing problems. I used to get shoved into roles I did not like, get paired-up with characters when I didn't want to. Always ending-up playing the girl, etc. And then when they weren't happy with a scene, it just up and never happened. So it was all confusing and have we met yet? and all that. And I was never good enough, etc. The people I played with never kept me in the loop or anything. Work on creating a character, get told "well you can only play if you change this", try playing it that way, get told a week later "oh we decided this thing was boring, and decided not to play it any more". Fuck you guys, you wouldn't even reconise me now. </rant>
 
I also have a drawing to share, but I will make that a separate post...


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Which leaves us to ramble about "Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 4" before I ramble about my garden!

A lot of the #EBZ peeps are fans, and have been rambling about it for over a month. I have never had any desire to play the Persona games, even when they swept-though my LiveJournal Friends' List years ago. But after getting to find out more about them, and getting spammed with pictures of Naoto, I finally sniped an ebay auction for an unopened game [with the soundtrack], the guide, and the strategy guide. Luckily my GST had come the same day! I am still *FROWNING FOREVER* at the POSTAL  SERVICE for taking so long to deliver it. I hope to have it by the end of this week. ...But I won't be able to play until I get my room cleaned enough to set my PS2 up now. Also with weeding ans scraping paint, my little hands will be of no use nay way :( I also suck/do not enjoy turn-based RPGs. I love kicking ass myself, instead of selecting spells or such and then taking turns. Skill, man, skill!
 
I STILL have to play "Last Window: The Secret of Cape West", "The Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks", the 2nd Phoenix Wright game, the Apollo Justice one, and the new Edgeworth one. OH and I have Unwound Future too :( I am so behind on games...And I have to finish "Again"

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And now onto a ramble about my garden/yardwork. I have my flowerbed to clean out, and that is a lot of work because it has grown-over a lot. When I got concussed and then sick with a lingering flu last autumn, I was unable to weed or prepare my garden before it snowed/the ground froze. So I am having to do all that now. I had planed to start today, but it rained BUCKETS yesterday, and thus it needs to dry out. I also have that other bedrail/headboard to dig up again, clean, scrape, prime, paint, detail, and then dig another huge hole for and rebury. So much crap D:

And then I am also hoping to Spring Clean my bedroom...

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And what else can I say before I end this? I am going to a concert with my mom Saturday, and hoping to go to Halifax to see the tyrannosaurus-rex at the Natural History Museum...and another trip to Digby to take pictures. Another outing with Jeremy later in the summer...Not much else I can say about myself :(

15k~~~!!!!!

Aug. 6th, 2010 10:03 am
ladynoremon: (Kio)
15,000 TWEETS~!

EDIT: [livejournal.com profile] gargantsurprise has a cameo :O

ladynoremon: (Havoc)
On my Twitter, I now have 10,500 tweets.

screenshot goes here... )

ladynoremon: (Roxas01)
Okay, I am making myself post for a change.

Things...have been...hectic and yet stagnate.

on June )

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slightly on Twitter )

I want to also voice that I am an awful friend, and I just keep failing people still. I am too tired to put to words how guilty and like shit I feel for it. I just keep withdrawing more now, because I don't know how to talk.

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But anyway:

on WOLFVILLE ADVENTURE, 'Being Human', and sick )

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BUT is is FAR TOO LATE to be up for me, and thus I will have to try to remember to post about my garden and such in the morning.

Ciao loves,

---Sarah
ladynoremon: (mizerable Gackt)
I haven't read your e-mail yet, as I have to keep myself calm so I can pass my re-write tomorrow [and I am scared (I will get to it eventually)]. But I want to apologise. Also the Tracking Number is: "CX 278 716 451 CA" [it was sent on the 20th]

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And I guess I should make a post about what I have been doing lately, since I haven't posted a real entry in over 6 weeks.

on Twitter ) 

So I haven't been checking/active on LiveJournal much at all in the past few months, but I want people to know it is not about not wanting to talk to any of you! I just don't know how to go about it. I am going to start being more active around here again though, just as soon as things get a little less busy.

on difficulty talking with text lately )
on my phone or how I do not recommend Bell-Aliant )
on breathing problems )
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I also had a very good Christmas. I didn't over-eat this year~ Last year I ate way too much, and gained a lot of my weight back. My pants are a bit snug now, but I don't feel as bloated as I did in 2008. I ate so much because I missed most of Chistmas the year I was in college, and most of the good food that is avalible over the holidays. I got a graphics tablet, and a bunch of games [2 plus 6 months of RuneScape membership], and A LOT of Vancouver Canucks stuff. Avon had a set of NHL team glasses & bowls, so my mom got me a set of Canucks' ones. I think they are right cool~ I also got Christmas crackers this year. Last year I didn't get any, and finally got a box of party ones at Easter-time. They have become a kind of tradition with June, me, & Wendy. We open a box on Christmas Eve and on New Years' Eve :3 I like the popping sound the best, but I also love getting a real-life party hat [party hats are old, rare, and expensive items in RuneScape]

on video-games )

on 'Doctor Who' )
on the #Twubquiz and mail from QI )

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But I should be getting to bed now, as it is later than I planned-on, and I need to go to a doctor's appointment and then rewrite my license test. And THEN hopefully I can get back with TELUS and be settled finally.

Ciao, and I hope not to disappear for another 6 weeks loves,

Sarah A.K.A. Lady Norémon

**what I imagive Google Wave must be like, though I have yet to activate my invite for it, as I heard it is really laggy, and I don't have a lot of RAM :(
***http://rumpio.wordpress.com/
****http://www.twubquiz.com/
*****http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIdDXQ2h1Pc
******PIRATES
ladynoremon: (Zagreus)
m_robertson_UK randomly last night sent me this @reply:

Him: @Lady_Noremon I think all children should listen to this trailer before bedtime...... http://bit.ly/8s3Mq2** he he he....#davros #doctorwho
Me: @m_robertson_UK Are you implying I'm a child, that I should go to bed, both, or did you just want to give me willies from Davros? ;P
Him: @Lady_Noremon Answer C. XD I like to put that CD on and freak myself out listening to the pre-titles sequence.A good one to play to muggles
Me: @m_robertson_UK Huh? To kids, or non-wizards? And D: Daleks in general scare me lol & Davros especially :P
Him: @Lady_Noremon Non-Whovians, the not-we, the unConverted, norms.....
Me: @m_robertson_UK Ahaha :3
@m_robertson_UK and Answer 'D' would have been correct lol, 'C' was that I was a child & should go to bed :P
@m_robertson_UK Sweet dreams Martin :) Hopefully Davros free ;)

**http://bftrailers.gmaskew.com/trailers/doctorwho/48-davros.mp3

He also retweeted:
@TheFagCasanova: "I pity the foo' who don't believe in Santa... "
And commented that it was "The worst porno film ever made......" & ""Nancy Gets Fancy 2: T-Time"" To which I asked what "Nancy Gets Fancy 1" was, and got: ""Presidential De-Briefing"" XD
ladynoremon: (Godot -grin-)

This is from March 1st 2009-April 25th 2009. [from newest-oldest ('cept in the case of related tweets): :[THE THINGS IN ITALICS ARE NOT ENTIRELY MINE/CHAT SNIPPETS WITH PEOPLE]

He wasn't sure what caused him the gnawing horror in his guts. The Beast, the blood drinking, or the knowledge that he was a moving corpse.

He had saw in a movie how lightning will turn sand into glass. No fear of dying by electrocution anymore, the primal urge to flee remained.

Alex looked at himself in the mirror. He dislikes how scrawny he looks. That campus gym membership card in his wallet would do no good now.

Snazzles: Well you don't like mining :P |me: yes I do :P I don;t like smelting |Snazzles: You don't smelt ess :P |me: :P YOU DO NOW |Snazzles: o.o |me: in my pants ;P |Snazzles: O.O |me: all night long :D |Snazzles: Wtf? D: |me: ;)

 

MORE UNDER HERE! )
ladynoremon: (Rose)
I SHOULD, BUT I WON'T 'CUT THIS >.>

April started-out looking like it was going to be a fantastic month, but a week into it and it just crashed;

Well 'the Al thing' really knocked me off that tower of awesome I was on. Maybe I am not supposed to be in love with people? I don't know, but I do know that I still feel like I was stabbed in the chest with a hammer. I just opened myself up so far and shit, that I just don't know how to get over him/it.

Thus eventhough there was a lot of what I was giddy for, I kinda just stopped. I told Armie I was going to call her in the next two weeks (talked to her on the 5th), and I didn't because I went into myself. I haven't even mailed-out the stuff I have for her :( I feel really bad about that. Though one of the things I ordered never came due to low stock, so I am having it shipped to her directly. I feel like a really bad friend though! I may call her tomorrow in fact now...

"PLANET OF THE DEAD" WAS AWESOME!!!!!! [I need to re-watch it & the confidential, and make a post on it.] I watched it on Easter Sunday :D I will say; "OH MY FUCK! MOTHERFUCKING FLYING BUS!" *ahahaha*

I'm so happy that it's The Stanley Cup Playoffs, because it keeps me from going completely M.I.A. & gives me something to look forward to and to get excited about. I love the Vancouver Canucks' Fan Zone Live Blog to bits! It is a hella-lot of fun bitches. I haven't been as active there as I usually am, but again I haven't been myself (wind-out-of-my-sails), and the games have been to awesome that I don't have the ability to Live Blog, Twitter, watch, eat, and chat on MSN (plus the frequent boucing around & dancing I do) ;P I DON'T KNOW HOW THE PEEPS TO IT D:

THE CANUCKS SWEEPED TONIGHT (yes my Engrish!)! First team to go to Round #02 :D [though again I wish the Blues had played someone else first, because I had wanted to see them go farther in the playoffs ;__;] The players need the break, but I kinda wish they played again sooner :P I hope O'Brian gets a goal soon :D OH! And CBC had a info-thing about how O'Brian does a dance routine to "Just Dance" by Lady GaGa *bwahahaha*, it was told to them by Hordichuk, so I hope O'Brian punches him ;P I also will admit that I love Ohlund >.>; and I made a 'Peanut Butter Burrows Time!' thing for t-shirts/etc. PLEASE USE IT! [but credit 'Lady Norémon' of you do ;P] My skippy mouse killed it though...but I still put a lot of work into it, and I am proud of it :D

AND I got a story accepted into Thaumatrope :D I hope my other one gets accepted too :3 [a hint to the one that got in, is that it is one of these ;P]

Besides from hockey, not a lot has been going-on besides me mourning the end of me having 'my dorky cheeky monkey rockstar sexpot & countertop magician'...I'm going to miss calling him that, I really am. Really I did adore him completely; besides from distance he was 'The Total Package' -____-; And I feel stupid for falling so hard. But atleast this time besides from the minor "I wasn't worth it" thought poking at the back of my mind & feeling very stupid, I don't hate myself. It wasn't my fault at all, and I don't have the blame that it was, or that I am a disgusting retarded pityfuck. So I guess I am confident in myself as alright material. That means a lot, because for the past over a year I have thought that I would make a terrible anything. If I can enthrall the lead singer of The DnA Project for 4 months, I must be rather sexy, hilarious, and wonderful *lmao*

I've been bicycling again :D I had started in late March, but we got FUCKING SNOW-then lots of rain-so this past weekend has been when I could start again. I went to town and got some groceries *hehe*! Biking back was hilarious though, because I was off-balance and thus had a hard time getting back--'specially up the hill I live on! My hips were really sore D: I'm going to go again tomorrow if the weather is better [we got a bunch of rain & it is REALLY windy], and if not I'll go Saturday or Sunday. I WILL MAKE IT TO TIM HORTON'S BITCHES! I am going to go and get a sexy Ice Cappuccino and sit and drink it :P It's about 2km from my house, and kinda uphill so it will kinda take a bit of effort, since I am out-of-shape D: Here is a map to show you the route!

I FINALLY GET MY FILLING TOMORROW [Thursday]! This tooth has been really hurting (though not as much as the one I had a root-canal on in Alberta), and I've been trying to get in since February D: I HOPE I CAN CONTROL MY NERVES! It's also one of the front ones, so I hope the dentist colour!matches the enamel good >:|

Theeeeeeen Friday; Douchette & me are going to New Minas LIKE A BOSS :D I reeeeaaaally need to buy a new optical-mouse ;___; This one has been dying for the past month-or-so. I also need to look at monitors, because mine is on its last legs, and is almost 7 years old so no wonder :,( I also want to look into pre-ordering "The Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks" & see if I can find a cheap PS2 "Guitar Hero" & "Metal Gear Solid: Twin Snakes" FINALLY.

Lastly:

Soooo Wendy is going away this weekend, so anyone want to hit me up [Warning: NO ACTUAL HITTING OF SARAH D:]? I plan to watch "Moonlight", "Kuroshitsuji", and play "Vampire: The Masquerade -- Bloodlines" & "RuneScape", and just stay-up all night hopped-up on sugary food >.> Call my 'cell if you want, or catch me on MSN or Gizmo :D

Ciao mateys, and I hope that I will be more active again...,

---Sarah A.K.A. Lady Norémon [who will be 'Lady Sarah of Sealand' in the near-future :D (sooner if anyone wants to surprise her ;) )]
ladynoremon: (Kio -innocent-)

The landscape was eteral in it's beauty. The way the surface glowed against the contrasting darkness of space.& these shoes! Fuck,so bouncy.

The shoes were bouncy, and the scenery was beautiful. It almost helped him to forget that he had only an hour of air left...57mins actually.

He loved bouncy shoes. They always made it seem like he could run faster, & jump higher than normal. Elianos was glad for them right now.

A lot of ground had to be covered--and in such a hurry! 56mins remained in his air supply, but a normal man would only have just survived 4.

The landing had been rough. A discontented grin was shot to the badly damaged craft. At least it had done its job and got him to the site.

I may-or-may-not expand on this, or Tweet more on it :P

ladynoremon: (Ichijou)
Breaking my hiatus briefly to post;



I made $1.20USD, buuuuut I submitted another so ;P *pffft* [I really don't care about the coinage, just thought it would be fun~]
ladynoremon: (Dem-Dem)
This is from August 2008-the time of this post. [from oldest-newest]:

"You can't put crazy in a box." and my random response was; "Of course you can! You're just not trying hard enough!" I have no idea...bwzut?

I dont know if blonds have more fun, but I know they need to use more conditioner...is that fun?

I dont know how I'll take on today. But it must be done.Now I hope nothing cracks,because it is easy to shatter it seems. Just there always.

"Hmf...The thing is most Tremere-well Kindred in general-dont have a temperment for humour...at least not the typical type..."
"...With some, you really dont want to find it out either."

"Next Monday? Back again? Like the sea; But I am just sand along the shore. And the waves came so soon." written after I died on Waterbirth.

Reminder to we to post the scary dream I had to LJ later; "What do you mean 'they come back?!'" "The dead come back, they always come back."
"But Doctor; on this planet, the dead always come back." with lots of stiff people & 'back to the wall and stare straight ahead' protection.

So beautiful, but so dangerous. Caricaturers of humanity, but so much more like concentrations. All that love & cruelity amplified to a point of unreality. Taken too far with the lose of limites. They are gorgeous & they defiantly know it. The rockstars of Kindred. But they are so much more. They are all unique in the end.

"Im still not used to this whole thing. It's been around 3 years and it still sometimes scares me to wake-up cold."

I had to force my eyes to stay open. All my body wanted to do was sleep now that the sun was up. If only my landlord hadnt left a note

Damn, what the fuck was that? I felt the rattle as I hit the ground, but I managed to kick and slide a foot farther away. I guess I need to replace my jacket now.

March 1st, 2009:

The landscape was eteral in it's beauty. The way the planet's surface seemed to glow[ed] against the contrasting darkness of space. And these shoes! Fuck, so bouncy.
ladynoremon: (Tsuchinoko)
Well I need to stop saying "ass" so much. After the 'Marius de Assface' thing, I started to apend it to everything. From Minnow to the band Rolling Thunder. "Ass-Cat" & "Ass Thunder"...Also Ive been tormenting everyone with "giraffes are Kosher" & "where would you buy giraffe?" & "we should go to Chigago!". Ass.

I went to order my new external & I was short $23.90 on my card. So I will have to order tomorrow. [livejournal.com profile] chipcaramel & mostly me have decided to call it 'SexBeast McHotBox'. ISNT THAT A AWESOME NAME? Or I could call it Dageus McKeltar :-P

I now have a Twitter; lady_noremon

Bacon makes a good air-freshener! The pet pee smell we cant seem to get rid of,has been covered-overed by the smell of the back-bacon we fried yesterday.Eeew...and my hair smells like fried bacon too...Ass. June did stew/bottle some yummy tomato(e)s last night too! Need to stop eating poptarts for breakfast due to sugar-rush.

Im finished with my houseplant-honeys, so Im gonna have a nap, because I feel weak.

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