I will try to try! It is hard sometimes to be sure of anything, and though that/it probably is pathetic, it causes irrational fear too. I want you to know that I am grateful though, and it means a lot that you have been so patient & also there for me tge past few months. So I really don't want to become just annoyance, especially with all you have to deal with. But again I will try to try to be brave!

And I am sorry too if it seemed I was blowing you off the last time you txted me; I was a tired weepy mess that day :(

(I will keep that in mind now too! Thank-you for letting me know)

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